Asshole- A slang referring to anus

Le trou de balle! Au fond, les mecs sont tous phallos! MERDE!
Qu'est-ce que tu fous? Oh, merde alors! Wandi est un emmerdeur de premier ordre! Salope! Va te faire foutre!!! La barbe! Allez vous faire foutre!!!!!! Je n'aime Wandi! Une vache!!! Espece de salaud, je vais te casser la gueule!

This is not a translation on the above said;
I can't stand it. I changed abit of my personality to adapt to you. How could you do this to me? Why? I was afraid to commit and I believe I should have let it stay that way. Non-commital... FUCK!

God my fingers burn,
Now when I think of touching your hair
You have changed so much that I don’t know,
If I can call you and tell you I care
And I would love to bring you down,
Plant your feet back on the ground

I don't know your face no more.
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well

Make Believe by Alice Cary
KISS me, though you make believe;
Kiss me, though I almost know
You are kissing to deceive:
Let the tide one moment flow
Backward ere it rise and break,
Only for poor pity's sake!

Give me of your flowers one leaf,
Give me of your smiles one smile,
Backward roll this tide of grief
Just a moment, though, the while,
I should feel and almost know
You are trifling with my woe.

Whisper to me sweet and low;
Tell me how you sit and weave
Dreams about me, though I know
It is only make believe!
Just a moment, though 'tis plain
You are jesting with my pain.



Blogged @ 12:14 AM

28th February 2006






27th February 2006


Blogged @ 11:50 PM

Languor-
1)Lack of physical or mental energy; listlessness
2)A dreamy, lazy mood or quality: "It was hot, yet with a sweet languor about it" Theodore Dreiser
3)Oppressive quiet or stillness


LOVE?
The question that had mocked me with many thoughts and leaving me in a state of confusion. I shall warn readers that these questions can lead you to ponder and you might see the irony. (this post is about the people I see, not about me)

I got inspired when I was studying at Mcdonald's and I saw this couple walking hand in hand. That was how it struck me. Why do couples have to hold hands? Is it because it's a bloody trend? All those primary school kids are asked by the teachers to hold hands to create order. So do couples hold hands to create order? Or just feeling insecure? Before you meet your partner, you manage to walk without holding hands with anyone, so why now when you have met your partner you have to hold hands? Have you ever experienced when you are just looking at couples, one of them will surely get closer to the other one? I did, whenever I look at certain couples, the lady will start to get extremely close to the guy, practically nailing him down. I feel like saying this to her,"Look lady, I don't wish to steal your boyfriend, why feel insecure about it. Till you literally stuck on him like some parasite? You should know you are already with him, unless you know your own boyfriend is an unfaithful guy. And I am so not envious of your relationship, so what you are doing now is a waste of time!" Maybe they feel proud that they are in a relationship. Oh come on... So is love to them being known that you are with someone? Showing off? Making single people jealous? Where's the sincerity?

How do people know that they are in love? Are they really sure that they are experiencing love? Why do people announced that they are in love? Why do people think they are in love? (Its scary that this paragraph is full with the word love) The most important question is WHAT IS LOVE? Don't look up in a dictionary... I don't want a fixed meaning. I want peoples' meaning and opinion. ~~It be great if people give their opinion of love, just leave me a message~~

Is love and lust the same thing? Why say that love is sacred while the other is not? If you change your mindset(which has been altered by the stereotyped environment) you will be able to see love as a different way and lust may not be a bad thing. I believe lust and love works hand in hand, without lust, love will be mundane, hence I think lust is sacred too.

How to know that you are in love? Being sick in the head? Constantly smiling? Constantly thinking of your partner? Think of sex with your partner? Heart races when seeing your partner? etc. HOW to know? What if the feeling you thought is being in love, is actually not the feeling of being in love? Fate can always screw you up. I seriously don't understand it! I'm lost. To be honest, I think had experienced love because it was such a heart pain to lose him during that time. But I still do have the feeling that I did not experienced love that time due to my age. So to those who had or still is experiencing love, please ENLIGHTEN ME! Love seek by many, but the aftermath of love is best avoided by many. Therefore, why be in love when you are afraid being hurt by love? I best believe if someone say he/she is in love, one must be prepared to bear and face all consequences. Even if falling out of love and the difficulty of obstacles faced when in love!

This post is like asking "Why is the sky is blue?"

Solitude by Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all you pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world gose by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.

How true is this poem? I love this poem!

Blogged @ 11:04 AM

My cousin's wedding day! Here are some photos!


































Blogged @ 1:15 PM

Massacre- Great slaughter
Juruaudit- Orang yang terlatih dalam kerja-kerja mengaudit akaun (auditor)

Well yesterday was a great night. I fetched Mel from work and met Ghazry, Rahman and Rahim. We ate dinner at Cahaya at Far East Plaza. I was squabbling with Rahman, as usual, it was a very thunderous. Its indeniable that both of us are extremely loud, when extrovert and another extrovert met... (Met Sadrina and Huda there, coincidentally) Soon after we went to Coffeebean, free drinks as usual. All of us order large drinks. Upsize please....

Ghazry- Pure chocolate(cold) and rasberry esprit
Serynna- White chocolate(cold)
Mel- White chocolate(hot)
Rahim- Vanilla latte(hot)
Rahman- Cafe Latte(hot)
Carrot cake (not the fried one)

We hang out and bitch around. Rahman and Rahim went home early, Rahman needs his beauty sleep. So Ghaz, Mel and I continued hanging out til late... It was great. But the nagging part is, my exams is on Monday! FUCK!














Cutesy of them-Ghazry and Mel














Rahim and Mel- Huh?














Smiley Serynna and Gorgeous Ghazry














Serious Ghaz and weird Serynna

Where's Rahman? He was too tired to take a photo! haha... He was from reservist... SO yea...

Blogged @ 6:33 PM

Affrighted- To arouse fear in; terrify

Lacut- melacut memukul(dengan cemeti, rotan) menyebat

My blogpatrol is driving me nuts... I have to reset it!

I'm screwed... Someone told me I'm out control. I was getting too bad and stubborn. I don't think so. There are so many things I don't do, compared to the average teenagers.

I have not sunken to the depths of beyond unrecognisable horror. I'm still here and aware of my surroundings. (I'm talking about the vices) I know I had done so many wrongs. Blinded by my own selfish desires and vanity, I accidentally created hatred for you, hatred towards me. I have been showing my strong phase and I don't wish to crumble. Since recent events, I don't even understand myself. I wrote poems to calm myself down... I'm sorry, I turned out this way... I'm such a disappointment to many. No matter what, I will still smile and for those who think I'm depressed, you are so wrong. I'm just sad... I will try to change however I need time. Plenty of it!

The Night Has a Thousand Eyes by Francis William Bourdillon

The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.

The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.

I think this poem is great and the words are simple yet generates alot of meaning. I hope you have enjoyed it.

scrutinized........

Blogged @ 10:25 AM

Hedonist- Someone motivated desires for sensual pleasures
Tela- Rumah belakang yang didirikan bersambung dengan istana(tempat perempuan)

Hi again,
I had a dream last night, it was very sensual. (viewers discretion)
I know I shouldn't be posting this but I wish post it! So if there's anyone who do not like it I couldn't care less.

He took off my clothes softly, kissing me gently everywhere as my skin was expose to his nakedness. I arched my back longing for him, wanting him was indeniable. He opened my legs slowly, caressing, he moves up and kissed me long and hard. Teasing became our forte. I climbed on top of him, he held my thighs and I kissed him tenderly, his hands fluttered up to cup my breasts. I went closer to him and my nipples found his tongue. To make me even wetter he entered his fingers to my sensitive area and he rhythmically he moved. I tilt my head back and let out a satisfying moan. Small drops of my perspiration started to drip onto his body. I moved down and teased his hardness with my tongue, kissing his tip. I licked my lips sensually and circled his tip with my wet lips. Looking at him and touching his inner thighs. As we could not control the urge, I squated on his grotch and he entered his length into me. I moved up and down slowly at first but it became faster as I was reaching my orgasm. Thinking it was over, he picked up and he carried me while he was still in me. He went deeper and deeper, I can feel his hardness in me and soon he released himself in me. Letting out moans and he growl because he finds me sexy. I kissed him for giving me a good time.

Actually there's more to it. He licked me and licked him so on and so forth. Few more phases but I guess its too much and it's not easy to convey it in words since my dream was too vivid to bring it to life.

Blogged @ 10:30 AM

Idiosyncrasy- Person's own characteristic way of behaving
Loklak- Tidak beradab (kelakuan seseorang)

Backwards
!Derob.Eb llahs teercsid. Ti tuoba gniggolb eb ot hsiw t'nod I tub, ssem thgils a ni si efil ym. Tuoba golb ot tahw aedi on evah I... noitaripsni on evah I

Obvious
I have no inspiration... I have no idea what to blog about. My life is in a slight mess, but I don't wish to be blogging about it. Discreet I shall be. Bored!

As you can see how bored I am. It wasn't easy to write things backwards. I didn't cheat. I really took time to construct this whole sentence backwards.

Blogged @ 11:42 AM

Syntax- Grammatical arrangement of words

I went to Mel's workplace to fetch from work. Soon after we went to Orchard Road for dinner and we met Ard. Dinner was satisfying later we went to Wheelock, Coffeebean to drink. We hang around till 11 plus, reached home at 12 plus.

Talked on the phone with one bugger(sorry, I shall be discreet)

Bugger: Are you taking advantage of this friendship?

Serynna: No, I am not

Bugger: Are you sure? (hints of low level sarcasm could be heard)

Serynna: Duh, aren't I talking to you right now, and asking about your well-being?

Bugger: Yea. But you maybe lying. I can't see your facial expressions. You know you might say this but you don't really mean it!

Serynna: (felt like strangling this SOB) What the hell, I'm happy that we became close friends after all that happened. If you don't believe, Fuck it!

Bugger: See see, you are lying... I can detect some lies there...

Serynna: (the urge of strangling the SOB deepens even more) Oh my god! Don't you realise I care about your well being. If I am taking advantage of this friendship, I would have ask many favours from you and don't care about your feelings. You jolly well know I am CAPABLE of doing that! Using people for my own benefits has been my forte. Remember?

Bugger: Ouh ya. That I know. I am happy that this friendship is not for your benefits but as a true friendship. Thanks. I appreciate it.

Serynna: You welcome. By the way, I am proud of you.

By the way, this conversation was not really constructive in the first place. I made it very nice for you guys, to read but in true fact there was more profanities and a bit of raise voices and a lot of laughters when we were conversing.

Au revoir!

Blogged @ 12:01 PM

Repertoire- Stock of songs, plays. etc

Today my post will be expand your knowledge, so if you wish to learn more, you should continue reading after this line.

Grammar
The system of rules that every speaker formulates through the process of first language acquistion. System of knowledge that linguists refer to as grammar.

Phonetics and phonology
Involve the description of the speech sounds of a language.

Phonetics includes the physical aspects of speech production, which include the following three areas:
Articulatory phonetics
Auditory phonetics
Acoustic phonetics

Phonology handles the organization of speech sounds and their relationship to each other.
For example, the sounds p and b are distictive in English because they differentiate words, as in patter and batter. These distinctive sounds are called phonemes, which are the smallest units of language distinguish meaning.

If you pay close attention to the way you pronounce top, water, Latin you will note that t is aspirated at the beginning of the word.

Word stress and intonation of phrases and sentence are also parts of phonology. Vowels often change their pronunciation depending upon the position of the stress in the word. Contrast the pronunciation of the italic vowels in the following words: photograph, photography; diplomatic, diplomacy.

I love english! I'm learning advance english grammar. Not easy!

Blogged @ 9:34 PM

Meagre- Scant in amount
Thesaurus for MEAGRE: insuffiecient, inadequate, measly, sparse...

French Oral test(simple questions asked by my teacher just now)
Question: Quelle est la date, aujourd'hui?
Ans: Cest le mercredi 8 fevrier.

Question: Comment tu t'appelles?
Ans: Je m'appelle Serynna

Question: Comment ca s'ecrit, Serynna
Ans: S-E-R-Y-N-N-A (in french alphabets)

The questions asked by my french teacher Mr Giuliano Gullotti (he is an italian) was rudimentary but the matter of how fast I reacted was...... another story. Gosh, he spoke too fast as if I was watching some french movie. I was overwhelmed by the questions... Leaving me with an aghast look and a broken spirit... HAHAHA! Not really, I came out still smiling.

I met Wandi and his mates, not that bad. They just finished a shooting for a Suria Channel show (which I think i'm going to miss it, rarely watch Suria Channel) about MOD culture at Changi beach. So after that I met them.... They were so dressed up.... It was cool to see their vespas and their way of clothing.

Soon after, we sort of snuck into a movie, KUNG FU SWEETHEART (Funny, stupid plot though... But extremely lame and funny!). Zaf's friend was there, she let us in, hence we watched a movie for free... Khatib slept during the show. He didn't have much of sleep on Tuesday night. I was suppose to chat with him on msn...

Who invented scissors?

Fatigue has overcomed me....

Blogged @ 12:47 AM

INVECTIVE- ABUSIVE LANGUAGE

From now on I will put up new words for you readers to suck in the knowledge.

I got to study my french speaking test... Guess what I'm still slacking around! Tomorrow is my test! She is practising her drama... DRAMA MAMA!

I got my sarcasm spasm from my late grandfather, that I just realise. Some realisation, THERE!

PICTURES from my Frichen V3i


Mum, mel, ard, mama


her


I might get a white vespa


My classmate Fuzzy


Bear and Fuzzy Bear


Redness... Scared...


Me in tudung


Black and white


Sarcastic JC and I


Mel and ard


I'm eating my dad!


Army saddens me


Ard and I


Cool huh! Not intentionally!

Blogged @ 4:53 PM

Little India

Lack of Sleep

Paper Thosai

Sneezing syndrome

Pool 9ft for today

KFC

Smoke two fags (reducing)

Lack of Sleep

Handphone

Pissed off

Non-user friendly handphone

I tunes

V3i

Sorethroat

Sneezing syndrome

Lack of Sleep

Going to Sleep....Zzzzzz...

Thats the summary of my day! Lazy to type the details.

I love you all... Take care and goodnight!

Blogged @ 7:17 PM

Some of this shit is TRUE and of course REPEATED...

Blogged @ 10:16 PM

The non-conformist is often termed a "rebel" of a society and may be considered dangerous to maintaining social order. Unlike an anti-conformist, who chooses not to conform to society simply for the sake of not conforming, a non-conformist chooses to not conform to society because of differences in beliefs.

My parents are on their movie date. They are watching fearless. So sweet, at the same time yucky!

Friendster is getting on my nerve. So infuriating. Piss off... It's damn slow and fucking irritating. I just enjoy blogging now whenever I am online. Guess I got so many things to say. That is why I am not a quiet person.

I read this article on Cleo, about "Stop With the Sorry" It's about excessive apologies. To the girls, get cleo February issue. As for the guys, you can borrow the magazine from your girlfriends... I know your money is used to get MAXIM, FHM, etc. (no offence, I'm just joking)
I believe it's wrong to be apologizing way to much. Don't apologize beyond the limits of any human who can sustain it.

By the way, I feel a bit pissed off whenever my friend(not going to mention her name) say that I should not put make up. But i just enjoy putting make up on myself. The most important application is my eyebrows (I have light eyebrows)

Mascara, eyebrow pencil, baby powder, lip gloss (normally)
Mascara, eyebrow pencil, baby powder, lip gloss eyeshadow (if I'm not late)
Mascara, eyebrow pencil, baby powder, lip gloss eyeshadow, abit of eyeliner (if I got ample time)

Not that much. I can't help it, I love beautifying myself. It is fun and oh heck.. I just love it...

Ok then, I got to go... My parents came home and I want to talk to them about the movie... Fearless... Take care now, bye bye then...

Blogged @ 11:28 PM

Don't you think this is cool? The resemblance is uncanny. Well for those who don't know, this is Naufal and he created a cartoon version of himself.

I would love to do that, but too bad I'm not equip with that kind of skill... IT illiterate.

Hmmm... I think people are sick of looking at my pictures in my blog, why not I post pictures of my friends. So Naufal (a.k.a Fleint Nolan), you are a 1st candidate for this "posting other peoples', photo other than Serynna's photos" crap?, your pictures attracted my attention and it deserves some recognition.
I hearby congratulate Fleint for your cartoon photo as it attracted my attention.

By the way, read this. It's hilarious... A good read....
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2003/07/what-is-it-about-height-anyway-i-dun.html
This is true,
http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2003/08/quite-often-i-get-comments-like-this.html

Blogged @ 11:05 PM