Affrighted- To arouse fear in; terrify

Lacut- melacut memukul(dengan cemeti, rotan) menyebat

My blogpatrol is driving me nuts... I have to reset it!

I'm screwed... Someone told me I'm out control. I was getting too bad and stubborn. I don't think so. There are so many things I don't do, compared to the average teenagers.

I have not sunken to the depths of beyond unrecognisable horror. I'm still here and aware of my surroundings. (I'm talking about the vices) I know I had done so many wrongs. Blinded by my own selfish desires and vanity, I accidentally created hatred for you, hatred towards me. I have been showing my strong phase and I don't wish to crumble. Since recent events, I don't even understand myself. I wrote poems to calm myself down... I'm sorry, I turned out this way... I'm such a disappointment to many. No matter what, I will still smile and for those who think I'm depressed, you are so wrong. I'm just sad... I will try to change however I need time. Plenty of it!

The Night Has a Thousand Eyes by Francis William Bourdillon

The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.

The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.

I think this poem is great and the words are simple yet generates alot of meaning. I hope you have enjoyed it.

scrutinized........

Blogged @ 10:25 AM