Lately, i had gone through a lot of tough times. Tears were unavoidable. I had some problems with my sister, my cousin, my school, my project and few other things. It was very difficult and i was hoping for someone to pop and ask how i am but i guess that person was not there. I'm glad that there were a few who was around to help me go through it.
Ridzuan & Sujatha
I have few friends however i listen to their problems and never the other way around.
To Ridzuan
Thanks for being there for me every waking moment. you know that i don't have much friends so you become my close friends. Listening ears and shoulders to cry on. Thank you! it's been blissful being with you! I love you, my sweet cupcake!
To Sujatha
Thanks for being there for me. Even though at times you're busy with work at least you were there for me. We gossip we hang out we chill and just be ourselves. i needed that and you helped me! Let's cherish our friendship. Love ya, my crazy buddy!
To Lita
At times, you see me stoning while you were telling me your problems that was because i had some problems that kept running in my mind. You wouldn't know about my problems because normally you were telling me your problems and i didn't want you to hear my shit when you also had problems. i'm so sorry if you think i wasn't listening. And also try not to always talk about Vishal, i want to know more of you not him. We can talk about music, fashion, school and alot more. ok??? :)
To Sadrina
Where are you? Do i always have to be the one who message you or call you? i've been there for you for 6 YEARS when you went through shitty problems with boys and with your family. I helped you to socialise and even with your studies when we were in Secondary school. Remember how you were? Quiet and anti-social. i don't ask you to repay or whatever, i just want you to remember how we were. I guess it's just Intan and Fad now and i know where i stand in your life nowadays. Oh well, i don't mind. after all she is your sayang no.2 and he is your sayang no.1 it was stated in your blog. remember? You know i am not jealous at all of your friendship with Intan because everyone has a right to make new friends. However i am sick of being pushed away when you acquire new friends or new boyfriend. Sujatha and I went through it every single time you have new boyfriend. Once you have a boyfriend you tend to forget who are your support system. Even though we don't talk anymore i will still keep your secrets (don't worry) but i will fade away from your life. I confronted you when were at Vivocity @ Pacific Coffee on your behavior of constantly being with Fad, I hope you still remember and take my advice. I kept this feeling for so long but now i am free. I am just a memory to you now..... the reason i wrote in the blog rather tell you personally it's because i once told you personally at Vivocity however it felt like a wasted effort. by the way, i am not angry when i wrote this. I have no idea why. if you wish to trash me with tags or even write something bad about me on your blog, i hope it will make you more satisfied because it won't affect me anymore. call me a bitch, backstabber or some other stuff that i can't think of right now or even tell everyone that i am the villain or spread my blog or even if you wrote about yourself to show everyone thatit was never about you, in your blog; i don't care anymore. i've grown out of it. you be happy with fad, intan and your family. thanks for the memories we had. it was crazy, i will cherish all the memories.
---hey to those people who read this, i am not being very angry coz' i still laugh and smile however i feel the release after i typed all of this---I'm free---
Rainbowlin